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2011-03-05T11:22:00.003+08:00

the first photo of us *HAHAAAILY ♥

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2011-03-05T11:00:00.002+08:00

The Best Gift I Ever Had ;

Mostly thankful to Allah S.W.T coz without him , maybe i never know who is " Said Ghadafi B. Said Yahya " . The one who had steal my heart , the one who had completed my life . 2011 a new year with full of meaningful and new memories has begin . I've found the right person to love ! YEAH i am so happy with my life now and i really do appreciate it , Thanks ~

Hello 2011 !

2011-01-01T00:32:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2010 , Welcome 2011 ;)

Wish my life more much better than 2010 .

Wish all my dream comes true .

Stay together only with " S.G.A " <3

THANKS GIRL !

2010-11-16T15:38:00.002+08:00

READ THIS !

TO -

HALWANI ISMAIL a.k.a WANNY ISMAIL / WANNY WANNABY ;

whatever it is your reason , youu show me the real youu are actly . now i knEw ! no need to being nice with me when youu were in front of me and being such a backstabber while youu behind of me . HATE it much ! thanks for everythings btw . go on with your lifestyle and do whatever youu like . about my money that youu owe even $10 less or more than that , if didn't want to pay off back its okayy . only god can returns back . regret being such a nice friends actly coz ppl never appreciate what did i've done . dissapointed and pissed off already with bullshit friendship . THANK YOU ~

happy 53rd ♥

2010-08-30T17:21:00.002+08:00

31st august 2010
* all m'sian ppl celebrated 53rd independence days .

happy 53rd malaysiaa <33

im proud to be malaysian people .
MERDEKA ! MERDEKA !

T E R B A I K (!)

2010-08-29T17:11:00.002+08:00

1st proof , GG.com !

2nd proof , lagi IMBAA !!

NICE KN BILAA DA KANTOI BODOHH ??
SILAPP ORANGG BHAII LU NA DUMPED .
TERBAIKK LAA ;)

aww , CUTE ♥

2010-08-28T06:51:00.003+08:00

i've met his daddy already . so now , can't wait to see this adorable cutest baby . AHAA her name's Adriana Umairah . cute isn't it ? totally look alikee her father . HEE dearest cutee baby , I ♥ YOUU also your daddy . HAHAA can i be your newest mummy ? MWAHXX ;*

H A P P Y

2010-08-28T06:36:00.002+08:00

today , i've wake up from sleep at 1.17am . been sleep from 2.34pm . so lateee isn't it ? HAHAA i recieve a text from mr.K . he asked me " da tido kaa ? " . then , i called him and he asked me for meet up . WHOAA its so suprise . WEE i loikeeee ! then , i asked him to fetch me hommie . while waiting him , i done up myself . he fetch me at hommie , there we're both dont know where to go at this time . HAHAA at last our destination is Mc'd Pandan . AHAA he accompanny me ate and we sit up there till early mornin' . and now , its 6.20am edi . and i just reachh hommiee. i'm so fuckingg happy okayy . kinda miss him already eventhough just met him few hours ago . aww , i need him to always be by my side . can i ?

inchikk " K " , sayaa sayangg awakkk ♥

eid hairdo ^-^

2010-08-27T03:27:00.000+08:00

look funny isn't it ? HAHAA ^-^

DIVAA ^-^

2010-08-24T01:01:00.001+08:00

kamal text me and ask me goin out with him and my petbro . and my answer if he asked me goin out always " YES " . AHAA ;DD he fetch me at hommie , then goin Kg.Melayu fetch my petbro " torek " . we're planning goin to DIVAA , k'oke till losing voice . HAHAA ^-^ after that , them accompany me go Pandan for searching my eid kebaya . AHAA but , no choice at all . so , lastly we're made decision to goin' back hommie . besides , kamal workin' at the morning . and he looks so sleepy . pity him . sorry trouble youu . HEE mwahx ;*

* kamal , aku happy gilaa doee tadi . thanks doee , sayang kau ♥

HAVING SOME FUN ^-^

2010-08-21T05:34:00.002+08:00

where am i goin last saturday night ? HAHAA i'm goin out with Bidin E.K . been half a year didn't meet him and finally i've met him back . thanks bawak i lepakk with your kawan² . HEE after that , bidin and his friends planning na pegi clubbin' . i've no feels wanna join them . so , i've asked Kamal too fetch me up . so , bidin just sent me at Street Mall , Danga Bay . Kamal wait me there . arrive there , Kamal with my petbro Torek also with Afiq , Emy and Fier . dorangg plann na go Burger King and lumbaa . HAHAA lastly da separuh jalan bolehh ta jadi coz ada rushh . so , kitaa orangg just jalan² bandar . best gilaa wokk keluaa this night . happy sangat² . thanks sangat laa to all yangg keluaa ngn i malam ny . sayangg koranggg (!)

FOUND HIM BACK

2010-08-19T02:41:00.003+08:00

theres been half a year i've didn't saw him and lost contact him , finally i recieve a text from him with a sudden . he asked me for goin out , walao ! NICE laa . thats what i've be waitin' for . i was so happy even he also bring my petbro and just lepakingg at Mc'd only for few hours . HAHAA ^-^

thanks Kamal Arifin . aku rindu kau sangat weyyy ! thanks sebabb ingat aku lagi and na keluaa ngn aku lagi . kawan ngn kau sangat best . coz kepalaa kau gilakkk macam aku gakk . AHAA ;DD

Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

2010-08-11T03:52:00.002+08:00

Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak To All Muslims ♥

Malacca ♥

2010-08-07T01:51:00.002+08:00

finally , arrived malacca edi with Baim Kechik . HAHAA ^-^

* photo will be upload later ;D

SHESHAA-ing

2010-08-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

just reach home from dinner and sheshaa at Aliff BBU with my bloody girlfriend Wunny Ismail and my anakk sedaraa gedewel Ejad Mantox . HAHAA thanks aww korangg ♥

WEE ^-^

2010-08-02T16:27:00.001+08:00

i am just a person who lovee myself , flirts with my understanding , single with my dreams , engaged with my simplicity , married with my genuineness and lastly i'm divorced with my ego ♥

langsi ;DD

2010-08-01T11:08:00.001+08:00

goin out with Kechik Passo , Amie , Topex and another friends of them budak bengkel . went The Zone buy a drink then , lepakingg at Stulang . walao (!) ini malam semuaa manyakk langsi laa siaa , sangat happy okayy . thanks kawan ♥

FOR YOU LOSER ^-^

2010-07-29T18:56:00.002+08:00

kau kalau kawan ngn aku madahh na pakai duit aku jeaa , better pegi mampos laa weyy (!) kau fikir kau siapaa ?! banyakk lagi bendaa aku bolehh abeskn ngn duit aku dari abeskn kt betinaa / jantan macam kau . for me , kau bukan KAWAN . go die please laa (!) GRRR >,<'

WTF ?!

2010-07-27T01:17:00.001+08:00

lelaki nowadays apa pon ta bolehh laa . madahh fikir na enjoyy jeaa , then EGO tinggi gampang (!) sukaa pentingkn diri sendiri macam da cukupp perfect jeaa . go die better laa . semakk weyy korangg messed up kt lifee aku (!) ERGKHH >,<'

GOT IT ?

2010-07-23T18:09:00.001+08:00

from now on , i'd likee to spent all of my money only for my lovely hairdo and buy any needy stuff for myself than vain it all for BOYS and BULLSHIT FRIENDS . HAHAA ^-^

ORAL TEST

2010-07-21T10:15:00.001+08:00

got english oral test for my SPM this morningg at SMKBBU . now , study and reading lots of english books . last minute prepare for exam siaa . HEE and finally , my oral test had done succesfully . eventhough at first i felt so nervous while teacher ask me to started topic . i've done it now . HAHAA ^^ one words to describe today " HAPPY " . THANKS FRIENDS ♥

ADOII =,='

2010-07-19T11:36:00.002+08:00

masakk laa ! my akakk and abangg ada FACEBOOK already . SHIT laa baru tao today . sajaa jeaa search name dorang , sekali bolehh ada pulakk ! HUU so , my next step ; all sexxay photo and unwanted wall post will be deleted soon . HAA its too bahayaa okayy (!) ADOII =,='

. newbies .

2010-07-17T04:34:00.001+08:00

just reach home from hangout with Ridzuan Onepisang , Qaiyum Zainal , Arif Lambong and Afiq Li . them such a sengalness friends , HAHAA i am so happy and enjoy tonight , HEE ^^ thanks for hangout yeahh friends . xOxO ♥

A N G S T Y

2010-07-16T04:32:00.001+08:00

stop treat me likee i've no self dignity . respect myself also my feelings if youu want any good / nice feedback from me and its for sure automatically i'll respect on yourself . once youu being rude with me , i will not to forgivee youu . thats my bad attitude , dont ask me why . got it ?! THANK YOUU =,='

single unavailble

2010-07-14T00:39:00.002+08:00

not attached to someone make me feel freedom to do everything . already tired been in bullshit relationship . now i am trying to wake up and learn from my mistake . its the time , wish i can do it . YEAHH ♥

SPAIN LOVER ♥

2010-07-12T05:30:00.001+08:00

SPAIN champion 2010 world cup , nice laa . AHAA the best world cup ever siaa . imma SPAIN lover ♥ congrats to all who bet for SPAIN tonight . to all who bet HOLLAND ?! walao !~ loser laa weyy , pity youu guys who lose your bet tonight . HAHAA ^^

HURT =,='

2010-07-11T00:21:00.001+08:00

when i am HURT , i'd prefer to crying alone and also being silent without saying anything . i just can say , ppl will never ever know how HURT i've feels about . THANK YOU =,='

ILY FRIENDS ^-^

2010-07-06T04:16:00.000+08:00

finally , i got the answer (!) AHAA i got back my fuckingg freedom lifee like beforee without any fuckingg pressure anymoree . YEAHH thats what i want , happy happy ohh laa laa ;DD thanks to all my buddy coz keep supporting and makee me happy . now we can havoc likee usual yeayy , HAHAA ^-^

ILY FRIENDS <3

high high baby ;D

2010-07-03T05:46:00.000+08:00

gg laa tonight , havin' simply and smally private party at Crystal Crown Hotel . thanks to Azeem Rahim , Farid Burn and also to his others friends . HAHAA thanks for understanding me while im needin' and makee me happy whilee i was fuckingg down . HAA wish later can go hangout likee this .

High High Baby ;DD

D O L C E

2010-07-02T04:20:00.000+08:00

just back home from Dolce with Fitri Qhairoul Rafiq , Fairuz , Spark , Kateq , Topex Cina and all their friends . i was drunkk and so fuckingg happy plus enjoyy with them siaa this night . thanks FQR coz gimme joy while i was fuckin' down , HAHAA ^-^

=,='

2010-06-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

bored saturday night siaa for me this week . feels likee wanna goin out . but , dont know with whom !~ AISEYY he was workingg tonight ;'( then all mine friends around busy with their patner / job . HAISHH what did i've to do then siaa ?! HUU =,='

dissapointed .

2010-06-20T03:38:00.000+08:00

i am fucking dissapointed with her . really unexpected that the one who i trust , who i care about and the one who i treat likee my own sistaa being hypocritee , actingg likee an angel and backstabb me ! WTF ?! =,='

. cut off hairdo .

2010-06-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

just cut off my lovely long hairdo , now its seems too short but , i do lovee it much yeahh . i look moree younger than what ppl guess my ages beforeee , AHAA ^^

traumatized =,='

2010-06-14T03:07:00.000+08:00

still do feels traumatized but , trying hardly to cheer up even looks damn plastic . only ALLAH know how was my condition siaa , AISEYY =,='

Night With Full Of Tragedy

2010-06-13T09:07:00.000+08:00

last night will be a night with full of tragedy in my life that i could not and never forget ever . i was in robbery by two mens who wearing masks while pointing a machete and knife on my neck and stomach . until now i still feels traumatized , OMG =,='

hangout with GF .

2010-06-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

just back homee from Banafe with my dearest girlfriend . now , im full already . YEAHH ;D btw , thanks hunn for helpingg me sound that bitch who owe me a money . HAHAA ^^ mwahx ;*

GREATEST DAY

2010-06-10T23:17:00.001+08:00

today was such a great day ever for me ohh . 1st , my phonee now can sent a text message . AHAA ^-^ 2nd , get back my modem and now can onlinee likee usually . 3rd , went out for a date and watch muvee " The Karate Kid " with my new GIRLFRIEND and i am so happy siaa .

thanks alot yeaa yunkk , ILY GIRLFRIEND <3

I LOVE YOUU PA (!)

2010-06-09T23:34:00.001+08:00

today i was so happy laa siaa . WHOAA best best ;DD wanna know why ? i got present from papa with price 3k . feels so lucky have dad likee papa . WEE thanks pa . appreciate it alot . I LOVEE YOUU SO MUCH . i promise youu that i'll not made youu dissapointed with my attitude . thanks again pa <3

Batang Kali Waterfalls ^-^

2010-06-08T03:10:00.000+08:00

taraaaa , its me ^-^

with muhazam mokk ;D

with zarul handsome ;D

with zariq sepet ;D

waterfalls ;D

2010-06-07T15:34:00.003+08:00

finally , i was reach hommie / JB from USJ - Batang Kali - Genting . tired but really fun even just half a day . thanks to my dearest oldiee friends , muhazam also two of his friends , zarul and zariq . youu guys so freaking best siaa . thanks alot and wish later we can go everywhere together again . AHAA ^^

* photo will be upload asap ;D

have fun with friends .

2010-06-07T03:58:00.001+08:00

just arrive USJ with muhazam , zariq and zarul . YEAHH YO ! tomorrow destination wanna go to Air Terjun Batang Kali . wish its gonna be awesomee . HAHAA ^-^

bored laa .

2010-06-04T17:47:00.000+08:00

can't online for 2weeks coz my broadband modem problemo . SHIT siaa ! anything pleasee text me thru FB inbox yeahh . i'll do check and reply back via mobilee phone . HMM mood now , quite bored at hommie . wish got anyone ask me to goin out tonight . YEAHH ^^

sick sick sick .

2010-06-02T07:50:00.000+08:00

my inflamed tonsils getting more swollen . its feel very sick to swallow saliva and breathing . whether am i should have any surgery / operation to remove the tonsils that getting more swollen or just takee some medicine and wait till its getting better ? =,='

LOVEE IT ^-^

2010-05-31T21:42:00.002+08:00

someones told me that i havee nice body , nice movee and nice *** , HAHAA ^-^
thanks babee ;D you're nice too , its was fucking awesome ever . lovee it muchh okayy <3

HAPPY KNOWING YOUU DUDEE !
<3 NIZAM MAULA

AWESOME ^-^

2010-05-27T04:21:00.001+08:00

happy , happy , happy . now i'm become normal already . i've stop takingg that stuff . because of someone who really care about me , myself and i . AHAA thanks dudee ^^ you're such a good friends ever . ILYSM <3

today , thanks coz accompany me buy some stuff at Jusco Tebrau City and also thanks coz accompany me watching muvee " Prince Of Persia - The Sands Of Time " . thanks friends . AHAA btw , this muvee not waste at all siaa . such a great awesome muvee derr ^^ to youu guys who not watching yet , go watch laii . HAHAA ^^

after muvee , GO banafe village . aww nyummiee ;DD i am full already . thanks again dearest friends . youu know who youu are . so need i'd mention your name heree . HEE ;D

hangout ~

2010-05-17T04:03:00.001+08:00

go watching muvee " Nightmare On A Elm Street " at Tgv Jusco Tebrau City with encik sanik , who one of my facebook friend's . HAHAA ^^ thanks dude accompany me while i was down and bored at hommie . appriciate it alot . later we go hangout again yeahh ;D

thanks ngak ;D

2010-05-16T05:20:00.001+08:00

okayy this blogg credit to : Faizul a.k.a Rongak .

thanks weyy amekk aku balikk kejaa . and thanks coz hantar aku pegi kg.melayu . HAHAA ^^ cukupp en aku payongg kau minyakk keretaa ?! WALAO !~ now , we're both samaa jadi penganggor . kitaa duaa da b'henti kejaa kt tempat yangg kedekk uhh en , so apa kitaa na buat eyy after this ?! AHAA kau jangan sombongg pulakk lepas ny . kau tetapp abangg aku palingg awesome okayy ;D sayangg kau derr ! and one things , pleasee laa backoff dari betinaa sundal uhh doee . diaa uhh EUWW jijikk siall ! kau go on ngn GF kau sudaa . GF kau cantikk + baikk alright ?! korangg sweet sudaa . betinaa sundal yangg ganggu kau uhh ignoree jeaa ;DD

i am QUIT !

2010-05-16T05:08:00.000+08:00

i am QUIT !~ got it ?! HAHAA already bored with my work . i am working as a waitress not as a cleaner or else !~ so , i am QUIT ! gaji kecikk banyakk cantikk na suruhh aku buat semuaa bendaa . WALAO !~ pegi mamp** sanaa . wa ta batakk pon ta . lagipon faizul quit already . aku pon jadi malas da na datangg kejaa . coz , da tadee member da . si fauzan pukimakk uhh and si gemokk babi uhh lagi laa aku malas na jumpaa . perangai macam puki anjengg . bajet bagos lebihh . WTH ?! da jahanam phonee aku bukan na ganti balikk . macam gampangg weyy perangai . go to hell sanaa laa !! hidop kau ta berkat weyy !~ HAHAA ^^ btw , to my exBOSS thanks laa sebab bayar gaji aku eventhough aku ta datangg kejaa sekalipon . trimas alot ;D AHAAA ^^

08052010 - 09052010

2010-05-11T14:56:00.000+08:00

i've spent rm350 of my first salary for that stuff . what else can i say ?! im out of control . am i become addicted already ? HAISHH idk laa . only ppl who closed with me knows what am i facing about . youu guys wanna judge me ?! go ahead !~ i dont ever fucking care . keeps judging me . for me , ppl who judge me without knowing me better first such a fucking LOSER ever !! so , what for im become down with ppl likee that ?! HAHAA what so fucking ever !~

=,='

Happy Mothers Day ^^

2010-05-09T09:00:00.002+08:00

Super Mom

Ma , you're a wonderful mother,
So gentle, yet so strong.
The many ways you show you care
Always make me feel I belong.You're patient when I'm foolish;
You give guidance when I ask;
It seems you can do most anything;
You're the master of every task.You're a dependable source of comfort;
You're my cushion when I fall.
You help in times of trouble;
You support me whenever I call.I love you more than you know;
You have my total respect.
If I had my choice of mothers,
You'd be the one I'd select!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY ! MA <3
ILYSM ♥

IMMA BAD GIRL !

2010-05-03T05:50:00.000+08:00

SHIT , pressure with my lifee and everythings . today its my first time . takee that things . YEAHH , i dont even ever care what ppl gonna say . i am stuck with my lifee and everythings . im being nice but ppl all around keep dumped me . so better im being bad . ppl must be satiesfied aitee ?! and now i become bad . takee stupid stuff . aren't youu guys satiesfied enough or not yet ?! HAISHH =,='

PRIVATE PARTAYY ^^

2010-04-29T01:41:00.001+08:00

DATE : 30/04/2010
TIME : 12am
VENEU : Embassy Hotel & Services Appartment
THEMES : Freedom ;D
FEE : Drunk = Rm100 / Non-Drunk = Rm50

wanna join ? leave me a comment yeahh . to whoever have my number , just leave me a text or just do call me for info ;D

tired day .

2010-04-17T03:28:00.000+08:00

16 - 04 - 2010

* seriously tired gilaa babs siaa . hari ny masok kejaa awal . orangg lain masok pukul 3pm , aku masok pukul 10am . rajin kn kn ?! yelaa , aku sorangg jeaa waitress . si rongak a.k.a faizul da naikk pangkat sejakk aku kejaa kt cafe ny . diaa da jadi " chef trainee " . makin belagakk woo diaa sekarangg sejakk da masokk kitchen ny . mintakk tolongg kt depan sikit madahh b'angin jeaa . HAISHH kejam betol kau eyy abangg . HAHAA ^^ but , its okayy . kau tade kt depan pon tadehal . banyakk sikit tips aku dapat . HEE okayy , back on story . today penat gilaa babs coz Tengku Syariah buat birthday party at our cafe . its 2nd time yangg memenatkn . time 1st day working hari tuhh diaa da buat food testing . and now , diaa buat birthday party pulakk . HAA alots of datin² datangg . fun memangg fun , but penat laa na melayan karenah dorangg yangg sikit² mintakk kenaa serve . AISEYY aku ta bolehh dudukk kott . HMM function until 11pm . but that night bolehh pulakk ada yangg request our manager and our band perform . alots of blues songs okayy . datin² sampai b'joget² . dari elokk function abes awal , jadi panjangg . at last we all semuaa balikk pukul 1am . SUMPAHH tired bhaii !! AIYAKK =,='

first day working

2010-04-07T14:32:00.002+08:00

Escape Blues Cafe'
Tex & Mex halal's food ;)

- No . 11-G , Jalan Tun Abdul Razak , Susur 4 , 80000 Johor Bahru , Johor -

07 - 04 - 2010 ;

today was my first time working at this cafe . even i am tired , but enjoy siaa . AHAA thanks to En.Najib , En.Halmi , En.Ramli , Pn.Zainab , Faizul a.k.a Rongak , Fauzan a.k.a Popo , Khairul Izuan a.k.a Panjang , Yazid a.k.a Gemok for teach me how to be a waitress . HEE ^^ sorry , im abit lembs coz its my first time . HAHAA ;DD

lepakingg ;D

2010-04-06T00:59:00.003+08:00

Okayy , Lets Started ;

i've been spend my day today at Escape Blues Cafe' . this cafe serves western food such as tex & mex food . Faizul and Fauzan was work there . Faizul as waiter and Fauzan as Chef . they all were intro me about this cafe till i've started adoree to chillin' up here . okayy , food already served . i am eating ;D while i was eating and onlinee my facebook , his manager keep staring on me . its seems weirdo and i keep asking myself why thats so . but , im trying being cool there and trying ignore his staring . HAHAA ;DD

after finished up eating . times already 11.30pm , i've asked a bill . after pay off the bill etc , i stay up at the bar while waiting Faizul & Fauzan finished his work . while i keep waiting his manager ask about myself and started a conversation . HAA at first , i thought he wanna flirting with me . but , i was wrong . HAHAAA ;DD

actly , the manager of that cafe' offered me work theree as a waitress . OMG !~ i was suprise and happy siaa . how did he know i needed a work . HAHAA yeahh , finally ;D i've found work , YEAHH YO !

^^

2010-03-19T07:42:00.001+08:00

terus laa menjadi LOSER / HATERS .
dimensi membutakan mata , memekakkan telinga .
angkat kaki , dan silaa pegi jauhh .
anda samaa sekali tidak di perlukan .
TERIMA KASIH ^^

^^

2010-03-11T02:53:00.001+08:00

All my life i had been looking for something , and everywhere i turned someone tried to tell me what it was . I accepted their answers too , though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory . I was naive . I was looking for myself and asking everyone to except myself questions which i and only i could answer . It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with that i am nobody but myself .

Bibi Ainaa <33

=,=

2010-02-10T02:34:00.001+08:00

tired and bored with people that live with full of lies who comes all around my life , HUU

=,=

TAKZIAH TO ALL JOHOREAN ,

2010-01-23T09:40:00.003+08:00

DYMM Sultan Mahmud Iskandar Alhaj Ibni Al-Marhum Sultan Ismail
( 08/04/1932 - 22/01/2010 )

DYMM Sultan Johor, Sultan Iskandar Ibni Al-Marhum Sultan Ismail disahkan mangkat pada jam 7.08 malam bersamaan 22/02/2010 semasa dirawat di Hospital Pakar Puteri , Johor Bahru . AL - FATIHAHH ;'(

DAMN SHIT !

2010-01-14T16:59:00.001+08:00

knowing both of youu is the best thing that i've ever had and losing both of youu is the damn shit thing had ever happen in my life . i'm crying the whole days just because of youu guys . thanks betrayed on me ;'((

BETRAYED

2010-01-13T23:02:00.003+08:00

GIRLS ,

you're the one that i loved with all my heart , you're the one that i've trusted , you're the one that i need in my life and you're my everythingg ! how could youu do this to me ? youu know everythingg right ? but why must youu still want to have it ? i never bother your happinese with guys or whats so fucking ever ! but , how could youu do that to me ? who am i for youu ? aren't youu satiesfied now ? thanks hunn , i'm gettin' hate youu !
GOODBYE M.A.Y ~

BOYS ,

did youu remember what you've done to me 7 months ago ? did youu remember how hurt i feel when you've dumped me after make me fallin' at youu ? did youu remember how long i've ignored youu ? i've been hurt by youu twicely , but i still gave youu a chance to still contactingg me ! and now on , you've hurt me back ! how could youu do this to me ? why you've never appriciate me as your friend ? now , i'm hurt ! did youu satiesfied ? now youu can contact her and have her . thanks sygg , i'm gettin' hate youu !
GOODBYE K.S ~

07012010 0825

2010-01-07T08:51:00.004+08:00

i've received a call from my brothers and he said ,

" petangg ny abang beli kn handphone baru , dengan syarat 10th january till 13th january pegi kursus yangg PPD suruhh . kalau ta pegi , abangg amekk balikk handphone uhh . HAA petang nanti after abang balikk kejaa around 6pm , abangg amek and kitaa pegi beli . ingat syarat nyaa tuhh . kalau ta nanti abang amek balikk handphone tuhh , abangg cakapp betol² ny . "

WTF ? since when youu being like this brother ? i just want a new handphone .
ohh , i hate youu brother ;'(

mogok + merajuk .

2010-01-07T02:40:00.001+08:00

sudah 3 hari aku berkurung dalam bilik tanpaa makan .
selagi papa ta belikan handphone baru , aku akan terus mengurungkan diri .
i don't care papa what the reason is , i want a new phone for 2010 !

=,=

=,=

2010-01-05T17:49:00.005+08:00

CHOICE :

1. nokia e72
2. nokia n97
3. nokia n97 mini
3. blackberry storm
4. sony ericsson XPERIA X1
5. sony ericsson W705a
5. sony ericsson W995a

idk what phone should i choose ;'(

F to the U to the C to the K !

2010-01-04T19:30:00.002+08:00

pagi lagi aku da pegi PPD ngn papa , orangg ta macam ramai pulakk . HAA hampir 1 jam menunggu , clerk situ bolehh suruhh datangg petangg pulakk coz pegawai tade keluaa melawat school . then , we all pon balikk ahh . then petang around 2pm we all datangg balikk , tunggu pegawai uhh ta macam 2 jam pulakk . ERKGHH dalahh melewehh , then diaa bolehh suruhh aku pegi kursus on 10th january till 13th january at pusat koko . WTF ? memangg macam shit weyy . aku na naikk school ahh babikk ! aku rindu kengkawan aku . 14th january baru aku na naikk school na jadi apa siaa ? banyakk bendaa aku t'tinggal nanti . aku na SPM taukk ? kenapaa laaa korangg ny bodohh sangat huhhh ? HAISHH ta na school di suruhh school , bilaa orangg da na school korangg buat macam ny . SUMPAHH macam palat weyy !

x,x

goin malacca ,

2010-01-02T23:35:00.001+08:00

after celebrate new year at JB , aku gerakk malacca ngn jagong , arm and putri ( GF arm ) . GF arm sebokk sangat na pegi aFAMOSA water world . aku pon layan kn jeaaa lahh . sedapp kn hati actly even aku ta berapaa na ada mood pegi malacca . HAA entry rm40 per person . gilaa babs mahal . lunch yangg dorangg bagi pon ta sedapp . ERKGHH sial jeaa . macam menyesal pegi pon ada gakk . HMM entahh lahh , ada story di sebalikk aku pegi malacca ny . tapi , aku rasaa ta perlu lahh aku ceritaa . t'lalu personal bagi aku . HUU btw , aku akn rindu all memories kt malacca . memories aku ngn jagong ;'( arm and putri .

AHAA time kt malacca aku dapat kenal ngn someone ny . name diaa shakib , budakk KL . mukaa diaa sumpahh sebijikk siaa ngn member aku yangg da na dekat 2 tahun ta jumpaa . name member aku uhh kateq ( drummer CLOUDYDAYS ) . diaa comel ++ baikk doee . kengkawan diaa semuaa handsome . HAHA thanks shakib , awak baik . HEE nanti datangg JB auww , i jadi tour guide korangg pulakk . btw , ta sabaa na datangg KL jumpaa mama youu . GHAHAHA bolehh en en ? WEWEITT ;D

happy new year 2010 ♥

2010-01-01T04:58:00.001+08:00

Goodbye 2009 , Welcome 2010 ;)
wish my life more much better than 2009 .
and i wish all my dream comes true .
2010 year very meaningful cause i've to focused on my SPM .
i wish i can focus on my study first . no more havoc , no more boys . HAHA

addicted with new hair style <3

2009-12-26T00:51:00.003+08:00

Salon : Lenny & Jeffrey
Hair stylist : Kemi
Hair style : Digital Perm <3
Cost : RM3oo.**

i'm damn addicted with my new hair style . thanks to my hairstylist " Kemi " . nice job btw ;) sorry make youu tired doin my hair gorgeouss like thiss ;DD

video of memories .

2009-12-22T08:24:00.009+08:00

video of memories with esas at desaru beach .
15 december - 16 december 2009

i miss the way youu hugg me .
i miss the way youu make me happy .
i miss the way youu kiss me .
i miss the way youu hold my hand .
i miss all the way we've been togeteher .

mohd ishas bin abdul razak , imy badly ;'((

december sucks .

2009-12-22T07:51:00.002+08:00

december ? padaa aku , tade apa yangg istimewa . hidupp aku jadi kosongg secara tibaa² . aku jadi give up ngn diri aku sendiri . kenapaa ? jawapan nyaa koranggg bolehh tao sendiri . mungkin korangg yangg bacaa blogg aku ny akan fikir yangg aku ny tukaa² BF or whatever . but , the true is them dumpingg on me . don't judge me if dont know the real story of me .

duke a.k.a mohd hazreel bin hashim ?

aku sayangg diaa sangat . diaa bukakk pintu hati aku after 9month aku broke up ngn syameer . serious shit at first aku ta na accept diaa . coz aku da serikkk kenaa dumpingg . but , aku bolehh t'makan pujukk rayu diaa then , aku terimaa diaa dalam life aku . aku sayangg diaa sepenuhh hati . aku habis duit untukk diaa , tanggungg hidupp diaa bilaa diaa ta kejaa . and he's the first guy yangg aku pernahh dudukk serumahh . sebulan jeaa we've been together , diaa tinggalkn aku . diaa cakapp yangg diaa ta bolehh sayanggg kn aku . coz of , he still loved her ex " sarah " . OMGG ! sumpahh aku ta sangkaa sangat . kenapaa lahh ny yangg diaa balas kt aku ? aku korban macam² untukk diaa . sampai aku sanggup tipu family aku sebabb diaa . aku hilangg abangg angkat kesayangan aku pon sebabb diaa . kenapaa diaa ta bolehh na fikir ? bukan na ungkit kaa apa , tapi diaa bolehh nampakk and fikir sendiri apa yangg aku buat . umo jeaa 25 , tapi otakk letakk manaa aku pon tatao . duke sygg , please matangg lahhh . youu should grow up , not me ! awakk makin lamaa makin tuaa . sampai bilaa awakk kejaa just na jual cd ? sampai bilaa awakk na terus hidup b'foye² ? fikir kn lahh masaa depan awakk tuhh . i sayangg youu , but i ta sangkaa youu akan buat i macam ny . its okayy , ALLAH tuhh mahaa adil and mahaa mengetahui . karma will comes too destroy your happinese someday .

TAMAT ceritaa pasal duke , timbul ceritaa baru . HAA ny pasal member si zedi yangg aku pernahh crush before yangg datangg dalam life aku after relation aku ngn duke on probs . secaraa tetibaa and kebetulan yangg aku ta sangkakan .

esas a.k.a mohd ishas bin abdul razak ?

petangg aku breakk ngn duke , diaa pujukk aku . diaa try to buat aku cooldown . SUMPAHH time aku breakk ngn duke uhh aku da lost control . hampir buat kejaa bodohh and etc . tapi , that guys support aku . malam uhh diaa bawakk aku pegi desaru . tempat yangg da hampir setahun aku ta pegi and aku teringin na pegi . aku ta sangkaa malam uhh diaa bawakk aku pegi situ . punyaa lahh happy . sampai tetibaa terasaa kesedihan duke tinggalkn aku hilangg macam tuhh jeaa . he treat me likes his GF . SUMPAHH happy sangat . aku ta sangkaa pon diaa tetibaa muncol dalam life aku and tetibaa bikin aku jadi happy macam ny . senangg ceritaa diaa always ngn aku . teman aku shoppinggg , teman aku kesanaa sini , teman aku pegi keyboard class and palingg aku ta bolehh lupaa " diaa ajar aku drive " . but , hanyaa 8 hari jeaaa happy yangg aku dapat rasaaa . now on diaa pon pergi tinggalkn aku . atas alasan diaa memangg sayangg kn aku , tapi cintaa diaa just untukk betinaa yangg b'namaa " joannah " . ceritaa padaa mulaa nyaa diaa cakapp betinaa ny BFF diaa . but , diaa baru btao aku yangg betinaa ny GF diaa da 2 tahun . SUMPAHH terasaa diperbodohh kn sangat . kalau betinaa ny GF kau , kenapaa kau datangg kt aku , buat aku happy and sayangg kau ? kenapaa kau cakapp cumaa aku yangg kau sayangg and kau ada ? kenapaa esas ? kenapaa ? kau buat aku jadi ta tentu arahh sekarangg .

SEKARANGGG semuaa pegi tinggalkn aku . lepas ny apa lagi ? ohh december ! cepat lahhh kau pegi dari hidupp aku . aku mahu kn tahun baru . aku mahu kn semangat baru ! aku penat na jadi alat and permainan untukk lelaki yangg lebihh sesuai dipanggil JANTAN !!

kenapaa ?

2009-12-22T07:45:00.002+08:00

kenapaa kebahagiaan senangg datangg dan pergi ?
kenapaa kasihh sayangg senangg diberi dan dibuang ?
kenapaa kedatangan senangg diakhiri dengan pemergian ?
kenapaa diciptaa pelbagai memori kemudian senangg melupakan ?
kenapaa manusiaa susahh na menghargai apa yangg ada di depan mataa ?

kenapaa ? kenapaa ? kenapaa ? kenapaa ? kenapaa ?

aku perlukan jawapan untukk semuaa ny .
kenapaa ??

memories ,

2009-12-03T05:09:00.004+08:00

i love youu so muchh biee <3

happy ;D

2009-12-02T04:44:00.004+08:00

01/12/2009

aku happy sangat ohh . although aku belum cukupp sehat and kuat untukk merayapp . HUU ta sangkaa aku pegi bandar hari ny ta siaa² . even cumaa 6jam jeaa aku ngn diaa , tapi aku happy sangat . all time diaa buat aku ketawaa . thanks baby ! kalau youu everyday macam ny kn bagus . surely kitaa happy jeaa . i harapp sangat yangg kitaa akan terus macam ny . sampai bilaa² . tamo ego and marahh² lagi okayy ? i sayangg youu and sampai bebilaa pon i akan tetapp sayangg youu . even youu kejaa and penat , i happy sangat coz youu still bolehh layan i and teman i and we takingg picture together . AHAA and palingg kelakaa time papa i cakapp na hantar youu and paesz balikk . mukaa youu gilaa cuakk kott ;D even sampai dalam keretaa i hold your hand pon sejukk and still keras jeaa youu . HAHA relaks lahh biee . btw , my parents started likes youu . HEE sukaa nyaa i ;) jagaa tingkah laku baik² okayy and jagaa i . tamo hurt i da . i sayangg youu and ta na having probs ngn youu lagi . tao sygg ? HAA anyway , thanks for making me damn happy today . ily dukevil's <3

dukevil's own <3

2009-11-30T20:56:00.003+08:00

dukevil's own <3

di attack / serang .

2009-11-29T07:48:00.002+08:00

AHAA sorry tittle agakk bikin gempakk jeaa . HEE aku di attackk penyakit " low blood pressure " lagi setelahh sekian lamaa tidakk di attack . OHH GOSHH ! patot lahh lately aku alwayss pengsan and pengsan and pengsan . HUU loly sygg , youu pon kenaa sakit macam i jugakk eyy ? get well soon yeahh . take a good rest and just ignore all pressure comes . alright ? GAHHH aku na baikk cepat doee . busan lahh sakit . ta dapat keluaa have fun . HMM doa kn aku kuat and cepat baikk okayy ? thanks :)

you're the son of bitch !

2009-11-28T22:06:00.003+08:00

weyy jantan , lahhh hidupp lagi kaa kau ? HISHH ta sangkaa doee aku . korangg na tao arkk ? perangai jantan ny sikit punyaa sial en ? letakk picture aku and tulis bad pasal aku . WTHELL ? weyy anjengg , aku sikit pon tade kesahh ngn apa yangg kau tulis kt profile myspace kau tuhh . asku sikit tade herann lahh . orangg yanggg selalu ngn aku lebihh kenal aku macam manaa . na cakapp aku bitch kaa , apa kaa ? cakapp lahh ! buat lahh ceritaa bodohh pasal aku kt profile kau tuhhh ! jual lahh ceritaa ta betol pasal aku tuhhhh . HELLO , aku jadi orangg tade na mintakk simpati . if aku cakapp aku sakit , the reality is aku memanggg sakit . so what ? HAISHHH kau apa taoo ? GRRR aku seribu kali menyesal lahh kenal jantan macam kau . kalau da budakk kampung tuhh , kampungg jugakk ! tatao malu , dalahhh datingg pakai duit perempuan ! weyy kimakk , cermin mukaa kau sikit bolehh ? aku da senyapp kau lagi na carikk pasal . nasibb baikk ada budakk kt topfriend kau btao aku apa yangg kau tulis pasal aku kt myspace kau . and nasibb baikk aku dapat bacaa semuaa . memangg sial ta sial lahh en ! DUHH susahh na jelaskn kt sini lahh . ta puas hati sangat , mehh face to face ! apa barangg setakat tulis kt myspace . SHITTO ! woyy anakk hassan , KEPALAA BUTO kau aku tukaaa² jantan setiapp hari ! kau ingat aku ny apa ? HEYY aku sedar diri lahhh . aku bukan macam kauuu ! ta sedar diri , bajet bagos . CYY kau tao arkk ? macam haram ! anakk kelingg memangg perangai macam ny eyy ? HAHA b'dekakk doeee ! patot lahh parent kau sampai divorced ! no wonder lahh en ? GAHHH kalau da mak bapakk perangai ta betol , lagi kn anakk diaa ! ADOIIII sakit perot aku ketawaaa ngn karenahh kau ny . teruskn lahh tulis and TALKSHIT pasal aku . tape bhaii , ALLAHH tuhh maha adil . siapaa yangg salahh and siapaa yangg betol akan t'bukti 1 hari nanti . aku ta goyangg samaa kau . and aku ta kesahh if kau b'jayaa buat orangg benci aku ngn ceritaa tipu kau tuhh . teruskn lahh eyy . semogaa b'jayaa wahai sangg anjenggg ;DDD

to muhammad hidayat hassan : kau memanggg anakk kelingg yangg ta sedar diri ! kau bolehh pegi mampos okayyy ! anakk ngn bapakk perangai samaa macam SHITT . HAHA ;DDD

luahan hati .

2009-11-12T07:11:00.002+08:00

teruskn lahh lupaa kt aku ny . aku bukan sesiapaa ! YEAHH bak kataa kau " kitaa cumaa kawan , kau ta bolehh na bagi komitmen ngn aku and kau ta bolehh na layan aku macam aku ny GF kau " . YESS ! aku ta mintakk pon . aku just na keep contact ngn kau , na close ngn kau . THATS ALL ! aku tao aku tade hakk na buat kau ingat kt aku pon . tapi , aku na kau tao aku always ingat kau and rindu kau . TERIMA KASIH !

* kau tao siapaa kau and aku tujuu kn blogg aku kali ny memangg untukk kau .

aura warna saya today :)

2009-11-10T18:18:00.004+08:00

Aura tak hanya memberi rasa dalam hidup, namun juga memberi inspirasi dan penilain tentang karakter dan personality seseorang.

Aura Warna BB ainaa pada 10/11/2009 adalah BLUE .

Berikut ini adalah prediksi sifat kamu hari ini :

" Minder terhadap diri sendiri dan bisa jadi sangat pemilih. Peribadi yang artistik , imaginatif dan mudah jatuh cinta , namun sering membiarkan cintanya berlalu dengan mencintai rasionya bukan mengandalkan hati dan rasanya dalam berhubungan . "

p/s : copy paste from facebook quiz "answer"

fever sucks .

2009-11-09T09:15:00.003+08:00

YA ALLAH ,

sakit nyaa badan .
SUMPAH paling ta sukaa bilaa demam .
ditambah lagi ngn batuk and selsema .
sakit sangat sampai ta larat na bangun and tade selera makan .
HAISHH parent naik risau bilaa tengok aku tido ta bangun² .
kesian kt dorangg coz risau kn aku . HUHU
baikk lahh cepat . ta sanggup na terus demam .
da ta bolehh na lepakk . buat kejaa ngn sempurna .
BENCI na makan ubat . sembuhh kn demam aku ngn cepat pleasee !

new GIRLFIE <3

2009-11-06T07:49:00.004+08:00

05 - 11 - 2009 / 12.04am
she's mya , my new girlfriend :) she's preety cute aitee ? HEE im so sorry i've made youu cried before hunn . and thanks accepted me as a friend . just forget about that stupid JANTAN that make we've fightingg . HAA life must go on . YEAHH YO ! wish we can be a bestie , hangout and " karongkek at diva " together like last night . AHAAA lebiuuu <3

FREEDOM FILM FEST 2009

2009-11-03T07:13:00.001+08:00

Tittle : My Experience :)
Date : 30 october - 1 november
Location : Tropical Inn Hotel , Johore Bahru

sumpahh best gilaa kott time ny . serious shit bhaiii . mulaa² aku just pegi sukaa² coz boringg dudukk rumahh . HAA aku da tatao na ajakk siapaa coz semuaa busy . lastly , aku ajakk ahh miena a.k.a typical holocost . HAHA diaa okayy ahh . baikk ngn aku en ? thanks beb . HMM start aku pegi FFF ny , aku rasaa macam somethingg different yangg jadi kt diri aku ny . aku rasaa macam da lebihh matangg dari sebelum ny . maybe tahapp akhil baligh aku da sampai kott . coz , before aku pegi FFF ny aku ta rasaa yangg aku ny dapat b'fikir secaraa rasional . SUMPAHH aku macam lebihh happy ngn hidop aku sekaranggg .

actly , yangg btao aku pasal FFF ny pon kak fadh and apis a.k.a mr.sleepy . sekarangg da t'jawapp macam manaa dorangg bolehh bagi aku nasihat² yangg bernas . mungkin sebabb dorangg layan bendaa² macam ny . and mungkin jugakk apa yangg aku baru na lalui ny diaa da lalui . serious shit banyakk nasihat bernas aku dapat dari dorangg . and sekarangg aku da mulaaa percayaa ngn diri aku sendiri . dan aku jugaa da ta perlu kn jantan dalam hidop aku . i mean , not like BB ainaa yangg before lahh . yangg t'lalu gedikk and excited bilaa nampakk jantan . and agakk memerlukn jantan untukk hilangg kn sunyi and sedihh .

ohh tidakk ! aku da ta perlukn semuaaa tuhh . coz aku da ada kawan yangg bolehh ajar aku jadi orangg . yangg bolehh nasihat kn aku and tegor aku bilaa aku buat salahh . tuhh yangg aku tunggu² dalam hidop aku selamaaa ny . " kawan yangg membimbinggg , bukan kawan yangg merosakkn "

p/s : thanks to chubbyharusdirejam a.k.a along , fadhilah hayadzi a.k.a angah and abdulhafiz a.k.a mr.sleepy / derr yangg da banyakk gilaa nasihat kn aku , and thanks to mienaa a.k.a typical holocost jugakk coz da teman aku pegi FFF09 . sayangg korangg doee <3

adskull <33

2009-10-29T00:00:00.001+08:00

you are always thought of in a very special way , and you're wished the finest things in life TODAY and EVERYDAY . hope its as awesome as you are and may all your wishes come true .

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY :
MOHD ADZALE BIN AINUDDIN <33

thank being my dearest friends that makes me happy even we've still new known . HAA may allah bless youu buddy . and goodluck for your final . mwahx mwahx ;*

thanks ,

2009-10-28T14:35:00.005+08:00

" Its a choice to let love last long . Its a choice of two people who are brave enough to fight for what they have . If one lets go , no matter how deep and true love is , it will find its due end . "

* he gave me that sweet words . THANKS A LOT BRO <3

single ?

2009-10-28T13:59:00.012+08:00

yeahhh , im fuckingg single . single membuat kn diri aku lebihh matangg . and aku tidakk perlu untukk membuang air mataaa untukk jantan yangg tatao menghargai and berterimaa kasihh atas apa yangg aku telahh buktikan . 8month ada lahh tempohh yangg sangat lamaa pada aku . aku akan cubaa untukk mengekalkn semuaa ny . harapp atas sokongan petbro and petsis , aku dapat mengelakk kn diri dari dimiliki olehh sesiapaa buat masaa sekarangg . even aku mempunyai perasaan sayangg t'hadapp seseorangg . HUU

p/s : mengamalkn A.R.A.B hope dapat sokongan dari kengkawan yangg mengamalkan A.R.A.B jugaaa :)

joy in my life <3

2009-10-28T13:59:00.008+08:00

gemokk , kau abangg yangg palingg t'baikk . sayangg kau mokkk ! SUMPAHH ta tipu . even kitaa selalu b'tekakk , kitaaa tetapp okayyy . aku akan ingat nasihat kau sampai bilaa² . and aku appriciate sangat kau caringg pasal aku . thanks bro ! you're the best bro i've ever had even not in one blood . i love youuu mokkk !

sister , sayangg awakk sangat lahh . awakk sangat cool and gilaaa² kott . tapi , awakk best . nasihat awakk jugaa sangat bernas . AHAAA thanks marahh sayaa yoo ! marahh untukk kebaikan sangat dialukan . HAA adikk sangat birahh , so awakk dan si gemokk dialukan untukk marahhh dan menegur segalaaa kesilapan yangg sayaa telahh buat . awakk lebihh tuaa dan berpengalaman , so ajar lahh sayaa ke jalan yangg sepatutnyaa . thanks for everythingg awww . sayangg kakakk sangat !

wahai inchikk yangg agakk " 14 " a.k.a lambat dan kuat tido , sayaa jugaa sayangg kn awakkk . awakk sangat best , bilaa lepakk s'table membuat kn sayaa sakit perot ketawaaa macam setan ! AHAAA awakk jugaa t'baikk . penyeri hidupp sayaa ohhh . abangg ohh abangg , jagaa adikk baikk² taoo . pasal si typical holocost tuhh jangan lahh sentapp sangat . itu kn gurauan semataa² . HAA nanti kitaa jodohhkn kak fad ngn dho eyy eyy ? HEE senyum sikit ? awakk tuhh comel . ta elokk sentapp sentapp ;D

╭∩╮ （︶︿︶）╭∩╮

2009-10-21T03:10:00.005+08:00

LOSER ! LIAR ! IDIOT ! PLAYER ! ASSHOLE ! DUMPER ! BUSTARD ! UNAPPRICIATABLE ! EGO ! SELFISH ! UNRESPECTABLE ! DUMBSHIT ! UNFAITHFUL ! BOAST ! CONCEITED !

HAHA i'll never forgive what you've done ! now im satisfied , THANKS FOR EVERYTHINGS !! wish someday youu will got it what you've done :) see youu when doomsay comes ! GOODBYE :)

>,<

2009-10-18T00:00:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to me ,

happy birthday to me .

I WAS SIXTEEN YEARS OLD ,
WEEE :)

open house .

2009-10-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

lets come to my open house tomorrow , 10/10/2009 . for more information and address just leave your comment . i'll reply asap , TQ .

idk .

2009-10-07T22:45:00.001+08:00

There’s a part of me won't let you go . Keep saying yes when my minds saying no , Me and my heart we got issues , Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you .

sheesha's <3

2009-10-07T20:07:00.004+08:00

i'm not smoking but , i do love sheesha's . last night i've ordered 2 bottle of sheesha with flavour grape + apple + mint and the 2nd one flavour is apple + mint . imma damn love sheshaa . i've sheshaa at Osman , BBU . i've hangout with my brother twin a.k.a chubbyharusdirejam , sis fad , jes a.k.a silencescreamer , arep and my bro housemate . we've sheesha's together and discuss about gigs on this november :) and i'm so happy last night :)

inspiring .

2009-10-07T19:55:00.003+08:00

wow this is so inspiring , he is the most amazing person ever ! he inspired me so much ! thank you so much Nick !

dream .

2009-10-03T20:00:00.000+08:00

my dream bedroom .

modern english contemporary .
hope will become true soon .
just wait budget from my dad ;D
thanks papa <3

again ,

2009-10-02T13:57:00.002+08:00

faint ++ vomit blood
again , again and again .
syggg , i need youu were beside me right now :((

awak ,

2009-10-02T13:25:00.004+08:00

jangan cepat mengalahh please . kitaa na betol kn balikk keadaan kn ? yeahh , kitaa memangg da ta macam before . tapi , please bagi i peluangg ntokk trust youu backk . please ? i'm so sorry . didn't meant to make youu pressure or down . sorry , sorry , sorry ! my bad and i admit that . maybe i really miss youu . and can't wait to meet youu . hope youu understand . i can't long distance with youu ;( but , i have too . coz , youu study right ? HUU i'll try my best yeahh ? hope youu keep always support me . thanks btw <3

with LOTT <3

2009-10-02T10:33:00.003+08:00

time ny we all dalam keretaa . aku sajaa jeaa kacau diaa tengahh drive . actly ada banyakk lagi , tapi yangg lain semuaa burukk . HAA aku lahh yangg burukk , coz aku da gemokk sekaranggg ;DD my buncit ny sempat lagi buat mukaa en ? sengal , tao lahh awakk tuhh comel . this is our sweet memories :) coz , whole time im beingg with him . diaa buat aku sangat² happy . thanks awakk <3

LOTT <3

2009-10-02T08:53:00.000+08:00

SHAZREEN a.k.a LOTT
this person who responsible make me happy .
i'm thankful to ALLAH coz send youu to make me happy .
you're so lovingg , caringg , abit funny and damn pampered :)
thanks coz always support me to stay chill even im sick .
please come back to JB asap . i miss youu so much lahh nyahhh ;D
i miss everythingg about youu . especially your " suaraa kepit " . HEE
i'll be waitingg for this SATURDAY , 3/10/2009
wanna meet youu lahh cintaa <3

at secret recipe <3

2009-10-02T07:03:00.000+08:00

* i'm capturing his picture .

* him capturing my picture .

sick sick sick

2009-10-02T05:48:00.000+08:00

everyday vomit blood , till when ? until when i should sick ? until when i should vomit blood ? why you're not takingg back life that youu gave ? GOD , i'm really sick . pleasee ;((

. sick . sad . hurt .

2009-09-28T07:07:00.004+08:00

* sick sick sick *
* sad sad sad *
* hurt hurt hurt *

ARGHHH ! i hate this :((

REGRET :(

2009-09-28T07:03:00.004+08:00

atas desakan ayahh si diaaa untukk putuskn hubungan we all disebabb kn kejadian yangg ta d'ingini terjadi , kami telahh memutuskan talian persahabatan yangg sangat aku sayangg ! aku rindu diaaa ! rindu diaa buat aku ketawaaa ! rindu everythingg about diaa . aku terpaksaa akur ngn keputusan ayahh diaa . coz ayahh diaa jumpaa ayahhh aku ! aku ta na kecewaa kn family aku . mungkin ada hikmah di sebalikk apa yangg da terjadi . aku betol² ta sangkaaa .

to mama and papa : im so sorry :((